Evann's my best fweennnnn! :D We chilled at holland, Bk yesterday. I had a truly awesome time. Heart to heart talks and we just shared about everything that was happening in life. The triumphant times, the troubled times, everythinggg. Really nice. Bused home with Calvin&Alvern cause I saw them coincidentally and Alvern actually stays one bus stop away from me. Cool! :D I came home, had my dinner and stuff. And thanks to all for cheering me up! You guys are da bombzxzxzx! Melly gave me a verse, spurring me on and she was really really nice. Thanks babeeeee. :D And good times in classes, I'll never never forget. I still have our retarded drawing during amath last year when Sharon Lee was droning on and on in class. I'm sure tomorrow will be good. Loveeee. And Cherie, thanks t you too! You never fail t make my day. Breakfast with you and everything is truly amazing. Thanks for your encouragements, your text messages filled with smiley faces and every single teeny weeny bit of thing. When you thought I was crying today, you cheered me on. Besttttt fwennnnn forevazxzx! :D Evann too! Thanks sugar. You brighten my every dull day, you bring a smile unto my face, your crazy post-its, your jokes which cracks me up, ham, kp, frolick, everythingzzzzz! Really realy, four year's gone like that. I cant bear t leave youuuu. But fret not! I'll still meet up with ya often, visit you at fairfield and we shall have nothing but fun! Josh-hu-wa! Hey you, thanks for everything these past few days eh. :D Okay, Im not gonna emo and youuuuu, study hard. :D Thanks for cheering me up with your smiley faces and all your stupid nonsense. Heh. I really thank God for placing these people in my life. Without their presence, I'm afraid I might just not survive. Thank You Lord. And my parents are my pillar of strength. My heart melted. My mum held my hand while crossing the road today. She knew I was upset. She knew everything. Tears welled up in my eyes, she squeezed me tight. She cheeered me up with her lame jokes. I could sense the love. The priceless love which cannot be bought. ILOVEYOU! And my dad too! He was really nice. He tried to crack jokes with me just now. He tried to cheer me up with sweets. REALLY really heartwarming.

▌JOYLYNN· ([c=0]FUCK YOU[/c] stalker) says:
LOLLL NO PROBLEM W0RHZXZ! ;D AND CHEER UP, YOU AIN'T LOUSSSYYY! ;DDD
nevin. says:
haha cheer up lady!
♡E for evann. says:
not point crying over spill milk.
its over so be happy
[b]Joshua[/b] [i]entertaining shops.[/i] says:
wei! CHEER UP!(:
Thank You Lord for placing these people in my life. I'm truly blessed and Im happy. I'm really touched. Maybe this is just one failure in life. It's filled with ups and downs sooooo, I guess things will be alright after tomorrow. :D Byebyeeee.

Well, it's been almost a year. It's simply amazing how time flies. The image of the Brunei hospital still remains vivid in my head. The tears, joy&pain that I've experienced there still leaves an indelible scar in me. Those times were really memorable. My heart throbbed when I thought of how worried my mum would be upon receiving the phonecall that I had t be admitted into hospital in a foreign land. A deluge of tears started streaming down my cheeks. I knew I had to perservere. Miss Lim was there by my side all along. A tinge of guilt filled the atmosphere. I needed a shoulder to lean on. I knew my parents were not the ones whom I could cry out to. They were far, far away from me. I had t fend for myself. The feeling within sucked. I missed my mum, I wished she could come cuddle me and say I love you. At that very moment, I learnt. I knew that all this while, I haven't been a good girl. Despite my mum showing her love and care for me, I took them for granted. :( I felt like a monster. So, Mummy, though at times I rebel against you or disobey you, I sincerely hope you'll forgive meeeee. I LOVE YOU MUMMYZ! :D Dear Father, I pray, You give me the strength, the courage& the determination to overcome all trials&dificulties in life. I'm going through a tough and harsh period right now and I pray You grant me with the ever-ready heart&mind to persist on. I pray for everyone, for health and for happiness. I pray for my friends, my family and for everyone out there. May God Bless You! Amen.

Andddddd, HAIRPEEEEE BIRDAY CHERIEEEEEEEEE! MY AWESOME AWESOME WONDERFUL BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST FWEENNNNN! :D a dedicated post t you another day. I gotta date Physics right now and it seriously doesn't rock.

4 papers down, 4 more to go. This week's been really stressful, with examinations in the midst. It signals the start of the hardcore mugging periods. Yeaaaa, so, I've been a mugger for the past few days. Everyday, it's just the books and nothing else. I know the reasons for Hitler's rise at my fingertips. Vectors, matrices, etc. Everything's still fresh in my head. HAHAH! :D Yayyyy! So I'm just left with Amath,Physics,Chemistry,Literature and Practicals! I'm glad the killer, combined humanities is oVeRrrrr! :D wheeeheeheeee!

Oral today and it was good! Miss Ferdinand was nice! :D The topic was relatively simple so I hope I do really well. Bused home and I did Organic Chem and some other random topics. Hurray! I'm finishing Chem soon! :D Met Joshua at City Hall and we headed to Subway to mug. Yea! Amath and more chem and thanks for teachingggggg! :D Yea, we had Yoshi for dinner at town and we went shopping. Hahahah! Today was F-U-N! :D

Amanda says:
Singapore's night life is awesome and checking out ExCiTiNg shops at Heeren is coolio, oolio, moolio and funnnnn!
Amanda says:
HAHHAHA!
[b]Joshua[/b] [i]worn out.[/i] says:
hahahahaha.. yeah i remember that..
[b]Joshua[/b] [i]worn out.[/i] says:
so misleading=P
Amanda says:
hahahha! yeaaaa.

[b]Joshua[/b] [i]worn out.[/i] says:
and there was the kinda spooky place=P
Amanda says:
hah! yeah, kinda made my hair stood on ends.
Amanda says:
quite freaky though. HAHHA!
[b]Joshua[/b] [i]worn out.[/i] says:
hmm. i was half expecting something to jump out=X
Amanda says:
haha! if it really does, i'll most probably knock out, faint and dieeeee.
[b]Joshua[/b] [i]worn out.[/i] says:
hahaha. then i'll pangseh you!

Meany Beany Monsterrzzzzz! Hahahaha, Okay, Service tomorrow at 9am and I'm meeting Cherry Berry Straweberry Rasberry for breakfast and for more catching uppppp! :D I'm weary. :D Goodbye!

Life's hectic and I'm very very very tired. I guess stress is inevitable. Tomorrow's History and Social Studies. Studied at Holland with Choo, Shaun&Ernest after school today. :D And Joshua volunteered t help me with Math. Yayyyy! Thanks! I'm tireddddddd. Byebye!

Meet my study partner and say HELLO! Hahahaha! Today was good and I'm hairpeeeee! :D Chinese essay writing was managable but the comprehension was a K-I-L-L-E-R! Brrrrrr, it was cold in the exam hall and it was really silly of me to have forgotten my jacket. Oh wellllllll, I bused home, showered, changed and headed to KAP and I made Joshua wait for ten minutes! HAHA! Sorrrrrryyyyyy. We studied and we doodled on post-its and we played with the calculator and I did Amath&SS! Wheeeeee! Left at around 6 for dinner at Bt Timah Market which was C_ _ w_ d. PLay HaNgmaN wIth Me! Hahahha, we managed t find a seat really quickly and it was good! Yeah, dinner and stuff and then t the petrol station for drinks and thanks for your treatttttt! I dont care, I betta treat the next time okkkkkk! :D hahahahha, I felt so bad cause he waited for my bus t arrive before his came in another 20 min or so. Dui Bu Qi! Hahaha, Yeah and when I got home, I was greeted with an ELMO! A huge red red one! Elmo's really happy, and I am tooooo! Thank You Papa&Mummyyyyy! Yayyyyy, I'm elated&&&&&& they bought me an elmo bookmark too f6r passing my piano exam. How nice! Yay! :D

Sometimes, I really wished I could lead a care-free life, free from all troubles&worries and be the happiest girl on earth. :D

Im Amanda, hear me roar!
Like an eagle, I hope to soar.
Will you take my hand,
And bring me to a faraway land?

It's time I really settle down now for my O's. Do not be afraid, I have redeemed you. I am with you. And be sure with this, I am with you always 'til the end of the world. Do not let your heart be troubled. Trust in me. I will help you. When you pass through troubled waters, I will be with you. Yout trouble will not overwhelm you. The hard trials that come will not hurt you. I'm passing through life with stress and worries. Over studies, over my allergies etc. But I know The Ever Faithful God will never leave me to fend for myself. Thank You Lord. I'm still HAPPY! :D

Joshua says there's something wrong with me today and he forced me to blog! Hahahah! I'm stressed but I'm hairpeeee! Okay, School's just plain boring. I only enjoy Chapel Services for I know God's presence pervades the surroundings and I'm encouraged by His word from Philippians 4:6 Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need and thank Him for all He has done. It spurs me on and yayyy, I live life to the fullest everyday.

Marvellous Monday: I headed to Kap with Choo&Joy after school yesterday and I finished Organic Chemistry, Energy Changes and Fuels! Wooyea! Yipeeyea! I feel so accomplished! :D I completed an Emath topic last night too and I caught THE ARENA on the TV! Fairfield was AWESOMEEEEE! Way to go Shaun Elijah! Hahahah, you never fail to crack me up during Chinese mannnn!

Terrific Tuesday: School was as usual, Plain boring. ZZZ, I got scolded by Miss Wong today for sneaking out of class and it was hilarious! She thought I was a councillor. Hahahah! Joke. School with Pangsai, Melly, Choo, Mag, Yiting was funnnnn! And we're all going for the same service learning trip to Kanchanaburi! Yayyyyy! Sarah,Wendy,Jumana& Deborah's going too! I likeeee! I'm happy! :D Stayed in school t study. I finished History! Wheeeee! Then I had dinner with Deborah at Singapore Poly and we continued mugging till 9 plus and my dearest daddyyyyy&mummyyyy came to fetch me home. Yayy, I'm high today. And I've got a Chem&Chinese test tomorrow and I havent started on Chinese. Hahahah! B for Bye! :D

Awesome weekends again!
Saturday: Kap with Joshua. :D
Sunday: Church with Cherie! Lunch with Joy! Party with Mel, Choo, Samuel, Johnathan, Joy, Cherie, Yiting, Mag at Japanese Garden! :D

Dear Diary, my attempts to control my emotions were futile. I nearly teared. I've been bombarded with tests these few days and it's seriously killing meeee. Emath,History,Amath&Physics. Okay, I think only Physics was managable. Other than that, it wasn't well done at all. I'm utterly dissapointed in myself. I know I studied. In fact, v v v hard. I put in alot of effort for Emath. I attempted almost all the questions in the TYS. I stayed till one the night before to do extra questions but the test turned out to be a flop. To think about the amount of effort I've put in and the result of screwing up the test really really hurts me. :( I'm dejected. The same goes for Add math. Ugh, school sucks! Tomorrow's the weekends and that's all I'm looking forward to. School is nothing but a pain, a chore. This really sounds emo eh. To see everyone in sucha solemn mood after all the tests isn't a pleasant sight either. I guess we're all under pressure and stress. Mag, Cheer up alright! :D I'm on the verge of breaking down. Life just repeats itself everyday. Mundane. I wonder when all these worries and frustrations will come to a complete stop. Maybe till the day I die. Who knows? Haha, life is not a bed of roses.

My life's topsy-turvey. I'm drained physically, emotionally&mentally. If only I could stop the time, I would grab hold of the opportunity t do so. O levels are drawing near. Everyday, I fret about school work. It seems like these worries& troubles I'm facing presently would only come t a halt at the end of this year. I get all excited about chilling out& stuff. :D My emotions are that of a teaspoon. No words can express my feelings and the most suitable term t use would most probably be exasperated. When I look back at my life, I reflect upon all the unhappy stuff and I've learnt t appreciate& not take things around us for granted. Im really stressed. Dear Lord, please give me the strength t overcome all obstacles in life and grant everyone with the pink of health as well as happiness for I know only YOU have the power t do so. Amen.